for you...

never did I imagine
things to be so fragile
not short and not long
after 120 odd days
I start to doubt the reason
is it me or is it you
"me, of course, me, of course" I cried out inside
yet I am suddenly left standing
without a clue of what to do
curse me that I dont have religion
nor do I have faith
I envy those who do
and wonder how miracles are worked
someone please show me
the way through winding paths
I envy those who are happy
as should Christmas bring to many
someone mend these cracks
for simple glue and tape wont do
I am sorry, I like you
how conflicting those words sound
if only time could answer
in place of that hiding person!
I am sorry
Merry Christmas

for you...